failure of travel

like to go ways
especially the long way is welcome
the long way gives me very different view, life style, food.......
almost everything different

the most different thing is that:
i'm alone
the time for just me is and i think about the past
some painful memory and some happy

i should have to try to empty my mind or fill out.
but, i was there to travel,
a failure of travel
Eventually, i got nothing
the remains is just photo


don't know when to go alone again.
i hope soon